WEEK 36 and BIGGER!!

Just when I think I couldn't possibly get any bigger.....I do! This little man is head down and with only 4 weeks away from a "due" date I have a mixed perception of the reality of time. 1 hour seems to go by slow and feels like days, then days fly by feeling like hours. I'm as emotionally, physically, and mentally ready as I will be. I refuse to let stressful thoughts and doubts creep in that I need to do more to get myself ready and be ready with even all the materialistic things that keep being added to my list. I've been referred to as "brave" from so many for doing an all natural birth, with no doctors or pain killers in sight. I do not feel this is a brave act. Here's to every women who has given birth in a hospital with un-natural processes and un-natural things happening ......now that is BRAVE! I do not have that kind of courage and couldn't imagine this any other way!

In the mean time there is plenty of things going on to keep us occupied while waiting patiently for this big event! Next week is Michael's Mixed Martial Arts fight. The week after that the time has come to get the dog neutered, then I'm hoping to stimulate this labor by walking around the RV, Boat, Sport and travel show! With all this excitement labor has to come quick! :)